I lay here

Thinking about you. Thinking about
How you suddenly appeared when
The lights had gone out.
You just stood there, holding that lock.
Smiling, looking ahead.

I lay here
Wondering why it took so long. Why
Took so long to find each other.
I just sat there, invisible, crying.
I didn’t think you could see.

I lay here
Reminding myself of what she said,
No matter what. It takes another love
To show you want you truly need.
I couldn’t help looking at you.

I lay here
Crying with sadness, fear, confusion and
Knowing I had a key that got your lock.
I watched your eyes as they fell on me,
In the dark you could see.

- Sy Calaelen
Dedicated to D. A.
20/10/2014 00:13


Find More Vertical Here!


Find More Vertical Here!

"We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people to love us, people that don’t even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love us have to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets! It’s time to put an end to this. It’s time for us to let ourselves be loved."
"What the superior man seeks is in himself; what the small man seeks is in others."
Confucius (via purplebuddhaproject)
"Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia…You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present."



What happens when he’s your Romeo but you’re not his Juliet?

Then you go and find yourself a Bottom.

200 Episodes, 10 Years, 2 Dorks